Baby Clay

Dear sweet boy I never knew,
I am at a loss for you...
With you, there was no warning
Until it was too late...
I mourn for you, I long for you...
Mommy wants nothing else
Than to be able to cradle you
Feel you kick, hear your heartbeat...
I just remember looking at
That sonogram screen...
My eyes were glued to it...
There was no movement,
No heartbeat...
Precious little one...
My heart aches...